Dum Dee Dum... I am not a super hero neither am i spiderman. I am going to save the world... like as if you would believe. I am a maniac. I came from an outer space which is filled with water. I learn swimming at the age of zero.I wail like a cry baby. I crawl like spiderman, i fly like superman, i drive like batman. I live in wonderland. Rugrats is my friend, so is peter pan.
I know im just a little dot in this world but please hear me. I know im so far away from you but please listen to my voice. I know i take more than give but please consider what im asking. and I know im never be thankful with what you gave me but please..
You used to give me a heart which never know the meaning of love. Never feel bad to crush others..let others cried..let others hearts died. But somehow..
The women uve sent to me replaced my plastic heart with a real one..
She gave me all the things ive been looking for.. She let me feel the meaning of love.. which i thought ive understand before..which i was wrong..
Weve been through everything together for a really long and lovely time.. it seems so beautiful at the beginning..
but now..
things started to get so dark..tears and hearts starts to get broken.. situation starts to take place.. words and promises ended in seconds.. things changing.. hearts broken..
Where is the plastic heart i owned last time? Which never know the meaning of love,care,and attention? Which never need to be taken care and never be broken?
Dear god,
The only thing i ask is please.. Give her strength to go through all this.. Give her your love n care so that she can be happy again..
Im not perfect enough to give her everything she ever dreamd off. Im not good enough to accept all the things that she wanted to..the situation..the people.. Im just not..enough!
Although plastic hearts never know the feelings of jealousy,insecurity,love.. I dont want it back to get out from here..
With all this imperfection..im on my knees to ask you... Please let her heart be with me til the last breath i cud take.. Please let her be in my arms til the last picture i can see.. Please let herself be mine til the end.
I love you Shafiqah binti Shafie, i know this is such an embarassment. But i just want the whole world to know how much u mean to me. U bring the missing pieces ive been looking for the rest of my life.. U bring the lights that have been missing a long time ago.. and u are the only one i need for me to live again..
