Dum Dee Dum... I am not a super hero neither am i spiderman. I am going to save the world... like as if you would believe. I am a maniac. I came from an outer space which is filled with water. I learn swimming at the age of zero.I wail like a cry baby. I crawl like spiderman, i fly like superman, i drive like batman. I live in wonderland. Rugrats is my friend, so is peter pan.
so on Sunday, i planned to take Shafiqah out for a breakfast at 8am.. but yes-u-know-me thgie makes me woke up at 12.. i know that she's tired of Saturday too..we went to One Utama the whole day.. watch movies..eat around..redbull-around.. :P
so i decided to go out in the evening after she finishes her theater practise.. pick her up and YEAY its her treat todayy~! she's the only one who know what i loved. Arabiannn Fooooooooood~
seems that Arabian blood run thru my veins.. i just cant help myself with all those Koobideh Kabab and stuff's~ We went to Ariana for a middle-class Arabian Food..LOL The best Arabian stuff i have is in KLCC top floor..forgt whats the name but its damn nice~ This one pun quite ok lah..To those who never had an Arabian food.please know that its not good to have it regularly.. because..its expensive.LOL lucky she's paying :P
While i was having my meal..Shafiqah startd to get naughty again.. Lately she loved to play with my ears..looking for white n black heads.LOL im so lucky to have such a princess.cant imagne how? take a look over here !!
Then we spent a beautiful nite together beside the lake.. she talks all the way and im happy to see that :) i really love when its just us two sayang..
:) thank you sayang for the expensive meals.. for talking so much that gives me headache til now :P for loving me,only me,forever. I love you baby.
xx signed off at 9:03 AM
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
Dear God.
Dear God,
I know im just a little dot in this world but please hear me. I know im so far away from you but please listen to my voice. I know i take more than give but please consider what im asking. and I know im never be thankful with what you gave me but please..
You used to give me a heart which never know the meaning of love. Never feel bad to crush others..let others cried..let others hearts died. But somehow..
The women uve sent to me replaced my plastic heart with a real one..
She gave me all the things ive been looking for.. She let me feel the meaning of love.. which i thought ive understand before..which i was wrong..
Weve been through everything together for a really long and lovely time.. it seems so beautiful at the beginning..
but now..
things started to get so dark..tears and hearts starts to get broken.. situation starts to take place.. words and promises ended in seconds.. things changing.. hearts broken..
Where is the plastic heart i owned last time? Which never know the meaning of love,care,and attention? Which never need to be taken care and never be broken?
Dear god,
The only thing i ask is please.. Give her strength to go through all this.. Give her your love n care so that she can be happy again..
Im not perfect enough to give her everything she ever dreamd off. Im not good enough to accept all the things that she wanted to..the situation..the people.. Im just not..enough!
Although plastic hearts never know the feelings of jealousy,insecurity,love.. I dont want it back to get out from here..
With all this imperfection..im on my knees to ask you... Please let her heart be with me til the last breath i cud take.. Please let her be in my arms til the last picture i can see.. Please let herself be mine til the end.
I love you Shafiqah binti Shafie, i know this is such an embarassment. But i just want the whole world to know how much u mean to me. U bring the missing pieces ive been looking for the rest of my life.. U bring the lights that have been missing a long time ago.. and u are the only one i need for me to live again..
I miss you. I need you. and I love you baby.
Im sorry. -dear.
xx signed off at 7:17 AM
Saturday, May 2, 2009
Diary of 13 May 2017
Open my eyes one morning..turn my head and saw..Shafiqah, which is already a wife of mine. Kiss her in the eyes and says "I Love You Sayang". Shower, and get downstairs to help her set up the table for breakfast. No words can explain how wonderful life is to see our children cycling around the garden, happy..
Mama shouted "Breakfast Readyy!" and they went inside chasing a morning huggs n kissses from their mama n papa. Table is getting messier every minutes when the children starts to have a food war. Mama is mad and ask em to stop. How cute she is when she's mad..
After a nice breakfast from a lovely wife, gotta do my job. Went into my office room and do what i have to do for the day. Suddenly she came inside and give me a kiss before going for work. The same thing I said to her everyday.."Take care sayang..anythg just call me ok?I love you.."
I can hear those two kids downstair fighting over toys. It distracts me from my work. But i will never be mad, cuz i know that when they started schooling. I will be alone in this house. Let them be. Its noon now, its time for me to cook for lunch. Although its not as good as Mama's cooking. The children still love it! Were having lunch on the sofa while watching movies, Mama is not around so its okay..
Since a movie took too long to finish..both of them slept on the sofa with their plates. Gotta clean that mess before Shafiqah went back home. Continue on my work upstairs after receivg a call from a lovely wife.She's doin fine.
The day is about to end..Mama is home! The kids pick up their bikes and ask Mama to join us for a cycle at the park..But Mama is too tired and she had to prepare dinner..Luckily i did the laundry for her just now..We went for a cycle..Just 3 of us..How proud I am to cycle with them both cuties at the park..as their papa!
Went back home with a sweaty shirt, saw Shafiqah is preparing dinner in the wet kitchen..I know she's tired..and i know how to cheer her up..Slowly i hug her from behind and give her a kiss.."I Love You Sayang.." i tried to help but..."sayang busuklaa..pergi mandi dluu!"
We have our dinner and watch TV together...from one sitcom..to a drama..the kids looks sleepy..n Mama asked em to go to bed..We kiss them both goodnight..Now its only the two of us..When i was a teenager..the couch is the worst place to sleep on..but not now..its the sexiest place on earth to be wth her.."goodnite sayang..I Love You.."
You know which is the happiest family on earth?The 2nd wud be the Simpson's..and of coz the first wud be mine..This is the perfect life i always wanted with you sayang..only you.